Showing posts with label Shay's Word List. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Shay's Word List. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Poetry Can Fill an Empty Vase,

 


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Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List --Joy School

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I am a poet and a mystery,
Each day myself as in a glass I see:
Creator and created fused in one,
Sun that makes night and night that drinks the sun.
~John Gould Fletcher

 

Certain poems are sharp like an iceberg

 floating on an evaporated sea,

whispering sounds of the ocean from a conch shell

with a message as loud as a scream.

They take us somewhere far yet close as home

 with the soft touch of a special lover,

then tell us how to fix our deepest ache,

 like a devoted mother.

They conjure up my brother’s hardest punch

or my father’s long-lost voice.

Some poems carry the whole weight of lifetimes,

yet the lightness of a single choice.

A poem can transfix or move us,

it can narrow, or expand the views we hold;

give us spring’s spray of flowers

 in the midst of winter’s dismal cold.

They stir the cauldron of memory,

like a witch crafting a certain spell,

leading us to forgotten secrets

that we never planned to tell.

Then they open us like a wrapped-up gift

with a remembrance made brand new,

again, witnessing the birth of grandchildren

and the graveside service that came too soon.

I keep an empty vase in the kitchen

that once held the flowers for your grave.

Poetry has the power to place it back in my hands

holding the newness of grief, I knew that day.


Saturday, November 9, 2024

Nerves of Steel Are Not What They Seem

 



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"A full heart has room for everything and an empty heart has room for nothing.

 Who understands?"

 ~Antonio Porchia

 

Feeling no pain is not a strength darling!

True guts and nerve require a certain suffered calling.

We must be willing to sit within the bitter ache of it all, like we would a chair in the surgery waiting room.

Then hold the hand of grief and cry the tears of another’s greatest loss.

For we get nowhere if we recite words we do not know

to souls we understand even less.

Some things must be felt to be truly understood.

The years never pass quietly with nothing to struggle through;

we will be awakened by more than alarm clocks and baby’s crying.

There are phone calls at 2 am, the crash of thunder, and emergency sirens.

And where there is something to hold, there is also something to let go.

If you are grieving then you hold the greatest treasure of mankind;

a loving heart!

For empty hearts are too lazy to move what matters.

They only leave a soul roving far from where they should be.

You see weakness lingers in the comfort of the sidelines,

but strength runs into burning buildings

to save someone it doesn’t even know!

So, don’t be discouraged beautiful soul,

it is far grimmer to feel nothing in the midst of a hurting world.


Friday, October 18, 2024

I Have an Announcement: We All Get the Invitation, No RSVP Necessary.

 

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Linking with one of my favorite prompts: Shay's Word Garden Word List "Book of the Dead".
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Because I could not stop for Death –
He kindly stopped for me –
The Carriage held but just Ourselves –
And Immortality....
~Emily Dickinson


I speak of death

 like I know it well,

 always pulling at its shirt in public,

 like it is my mother and I a timid child.

But I still hate it,

much like a sad teenager views life,

or an old man his symptoms.

It is crashing thunder

 and everything I wish I hadn’t remembered at 2 am:

unsafe ladders, a box of matches near an open flame,

 all that hurts and takes away!

Then like bells that ring of morning,

there I am trailing behind it like it is my father and I am 9 years old.

I have spent my life all too aware of its existence and how it looks to take a final breath.

Unwilling to forget, yet, in a constant state of trying!

A heart can become weary dodging every invitation and risk,

but I have also learned that staying clear of everything is in itself another form of loss. 


Monday, August 19, 2024

Coffee Table Heartaches

 

This week the words are from Stephen King's Full Dark, No Stars.
Thank you Shay for all you do to keep us writing!
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Like magazines, I set them all in rows;

the nights

the weeks

the years

with every possible heartache laid on top.

Remembering each sorrow as if it were a pretty wedding.

Every harsh word is close like lips and lovers.

I can drink them like lemonade and hold them like polaroid photos, fast and sure.

The day I lost you stands tall like an oak,

for love and loss are kindred cousins I know too well.

So, I must keep them both close (at least that is what my heart once told me)

for it is far easier to hold on to the pain than let love be faded by time.

You see, I forget the colorful Care Bear’s names,

but cling to the dark and lonely crow,

gingerly holding with no plans to set him free.

It is funny how that somehow soothes the wounded ache

even though it is the very thing that broke me.


Saturday, September 17, 2022

The Drummer,

 


Theda Bara in Cleopatra 1917


“Iron left in the rain
      And fog and dew
With rust is covered.—Pain
      Rusts in beauty, too.
I know full well that this is so:
— I had a heartbreak long ago.”
~Mary Carolyn Davies

 

 I don’t need an axe!

I can grind words

with the romantic stare

of all my lost lovers.

I have lived intensely in the wasteland of charm and pretty lies.

A Rockstar of heartbreak with all the stages of grief.

I have known the scary feel of veering into oncoming traffic,

and crashing into hardcore hearts.

All the anesthesia in the world cannot stop that feeling,

and metaphors can only reveal a ghost of what was.

Writing poems now is my solace and my story.

They sing the song I will never sing again,

and make love to the drummer that first broke my heart.


Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List ~ Featuring the come back of Creem Magazine

& the Sunday Muse for Muse #228

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Saturday, September 10, 2022

What the Fox Knows

 



A fox has no expectations of what lies ahead.

He trails down the path where the lilacs brush across his face,

and it is always a new hello.

He deals with the seasons as they come.

A symbol of resilience he does what he must.

He has a way of enduring the shiver of winter’s sting,

and he survives to enjoy the summer’s breeze.

Never consumed with the memory of anguishing struggle

he moves onward.

I wish I could be like him,

but instead, I cry over letters that never arrived.

Every loss is a memento I store away like a ticket to a rare ballet,

for my heart is a feeble handbag filled with a quandary of old things

that were never mine to cherish., yet I fumble through it anyway.

Again I am lost over heartbreak like a girl that has astigmatism and yet no glasses,

I wander and yes, I am lost.

Somehow the fox has a deep and clear vision

of where he needs to be.

I am busy staring at an old crinkled map I cannot even read.


Linking today with Shay's Word List where this week she is featuring the poet Amy Lowell.  I had never read her writing, but was delighted to find that I love her poetry!  Thank you Shay for another wonderful prompt!

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Wednesday, August 31, 2022

Lost Upon a Wind That Never Blew,

 


“Ah, look at all the lonely people.” —The Beatles (Eleanor Rigby)

  

Flocks of birds and forests must know something human hearts do not.

Like a choir they hold the comfort of reaching in unison.

Always hungry for the sky.

Still man becomes a ghost

alone down a darkened hall.

A silver haired shadow

searching for a memory

that no one else recalls.

Silent stories

are a house burning to the ground,

never to be entered or seen again.

Some hearts are broken wings and fallen branches.

Secrets lost upon a wind that never blew.

A loneliness that only humans truly know.

 

 

 

I am so delighted to be participating in one of my favorite prompts, Shay’s Word Garden Word List!  It is always fascinating, educational, and inspirational.  Thank you Shay my friend!!

This week the featured theme is Jackson C. Frank.  Click here to learn more and participate.


Monday, April 18, 2022

We Want to Harness Moonlight,

 


Chasing the moon by Catrin Welz-Stein….Surreal Art & Graphic Design. 

The earth is sliced into furrows that seeds may burst with life; even thus with our wounds.

 ~Henry Stanley Haskins


The laurels and the willows know the strength of a rainy day,

but my heart is still learning.

We want to harness moonlight,

and have the flowers of May always,

but we only truly appreciate the shine of a clear sky

when we have endured all the dreary days.

Life teaches like a professor that will give the lesson harsh yet sure.

It gathers us together the way you would garland upon a tree.

Makes us sit in the church like children to hear the sermon

whether we want to or not.

We will learn one way or the other from the slough or from the river’s harshest flow.

For the laurels and the willows know the strength of a rainy day,

 but my heart is still learning.


Linking with Shay's Word List "A. E. Housman #19" now at the Sunday Muse every 3rd weekend.

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Tuesday, March 8, 2022

Spoiled Apples Presents: An Interview with Karen & Her New Movie

 


In an interview with actors on the set of Submerged Submarines Are Not for Drunken Sailors,

 we were shockingly fascinated by the little things happening behind the scenes on the big set.

We spoke with Karen Thorngate playing Natasha,

 the leading role as love interest of Lance Weakley played by Bruce Nadaville.

Karen complained of the gaping holes behind the main stage where her stilettos were getting caught so deeply that she almost broke her diamond necklace and peculiar stains on evening gowns that could only be explained by dirt behind the set, and not the muddy kind!

She went on to say how she avoided Bruce between takes due to his over-sized ego, bad breath, and countless ummmms, but not necessarily in that order. Karen threw in a hair fling and laugh while saying, all he talked about was what true stage presence should be and his heroic journey to the top!  It was all dreadful, she grumbled; checking her lipstick and hair as she shook her head in disgust.

The cops and firemen had been called several times before filming due to a pyro porcupine according to Jim the prop man. (Evidently the porcupine was on to something.)  Shockingly in the investigation it was confirmed that Jim was Karen’s secret love interest in real life.  It was a hot and steamy affair; hotter and more dangerous than the sushi Stella from the makeup crew left under the vanity lights.

It seems that there were a lot more things stinking than the reviews the movie got from Rotten Tomatoes.

Next week we will be talking with Jack Schmitt the Third, the star of A Fool and His Basket Balls.  He will be featuring his special costumes for the stunts he does himself juggling balls of fire with his eyes closed while reciting Haikus.

Here is one now:

Look to the sky now

the balls fly like blackbirds do

but balls always fall.


Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List #16 (Donald Barthelme)


Wednesday, March 2, 2022

Somewhere Between Love Letters & Divorce Papers




When you have written a hundred poems of the remembrance of love,

how do you speak of the forgetting?

Do you measure every margin of a cherished page of poems?

Or ask the mute swan in winter for an annotation of spring?

I loved you in the bright of morning never afraid of the dark of night.

I swam a lovely ocean toward you,

and I could barely swim!

But somewhere between follies splash,

and dreadful storms,

I was stricken with the ailment of unknowing.

My heart lost the strength to hold

what it once could not let go.

Now I swim rough seas in the twilight

unaware of the sting

that once led me to you.


Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List #15 (Millay)

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Wednesday, February 16, 2022

A Saloon of Pure Twilight

 


 

 

 

My womb is a saloon of pure twilight,

yet the lamp of breaking dawn.

Longing for no fruit like bitter apples,

but for all the daughters and the sons.

Recalling a colder winter, my mind holds doubt

like an axe that cuts the cord.

Yet, my heart is a crafty weaver

mending together all the fabrics

whether tattered or even torn.

Then one day I gave birth to an ocean

in the shipwreck of my days,

and I let go of sorrows lonely helm

reaching out my hands to pray.

Now my hips have beheld eternity.

The echo of eons past, yet future’s song.

For my womb is a saloon of pure twilight,

and the lamp of breaking dawn.



Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List #13 (Gordon Lightfoot)

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Tuesday, February 8, 2022

Glimmers of the Soul,

 



Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List # 12 (Richard Brautigan)

 


"My poems are love-drunk letters to the universe". ~Terri Guillemets

 

How many lanterns does it take to light the truest way?

As many as a poem can hold

As many as it takes!

A poem is like candles that can burn no matter how high the wind

It moves and makes the impossible

like Frankenstein and wonder

possible again

for the creation of a poem is like making wool without a spinning wheel

it brings to light beauty from soot and embers

and makes soft what once was hard as steel

poetry is a whisper that can be heard in the loudest place

it is letters that always arrive with no postage ever paid 

we dig into the trenches fierce like lions yet with the ink of grace

searching for a million strangers and yet just one familiar face

for poets and their poetry are explorers of the soul

they reach out toward the farthest mysteries

and yet dig even deep inward for their own

so the question is, how many lanterns does it take to light the truest way?

the answer is, as many as a poem can hold

as many as it takes!


Tuesday, January 25, 2022

If Regret Had a Name


Send me a postcard haunted

 with the fragrance of you

Fill it with the songs of blackbirds

and hymnals from pews

I will promise to hold it so close

Like a mask to my lips

Feed it on hopes

And then sail it on ships

I shall give it a name

 you will never forget

Clattering and gloomy

Like lost love and regrets.


Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List #10  (Wallace Stevens)

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Monday, January 10, 2022

Autopsy of the Soul


 

Linking with Shay's Word GardenWord List # 8 (Russell Edson)

It is in the silent pondering 
the kind poets always do
that life gets a deeper cut
powerful like a hatchet digs
an autopsy of the soul
for we the poets are vicarious
silent ghosts of opportunity
following you to the cellar door
just to see what you shall see
to feel the electric shock
and taste the loss of words unsaid
we long to pull years out of the clogged pipes 
of one man's memory
we wrap them with soft metaphors
and then clasp each one hard with tusks 
so no one else forgets
we give them to the world.





 

Monday, December 20, 2021

young eyes see the rain drops old eyes see the storm,

Linking with Shay's Word Garden Word List #5 (Gregory Corso)

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When we are young and our heart is an acrobat

sorrow never steals the beauty of the day

even nuns can’t turn us away from the fierce and the glorious

awe and wonder of something new

life is a tv

a magnificent show

and if we are lucky

each day a birthday in itself

but time and weather do take away

they dry oceans and conjure ghosts

volcanoes eventually erupt

yet engines lose their steam

and acrobats their agility

just like my heart

now I am fat on regret

I eat them till they are skin and bone

emaciated and sorrowful to see

they steal the beauty in the room

where I yawn until my eyes are truly closed.

 

 Note:

Ironically I thought of Corso’s life in writing this but did an opposite view, since his early years were as rough as an old man’s face.



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Monday, November 29, 2021

A Beautiful Yet Crazy Moon

 


Linking with the wonderful Word Garden Word List Prompt #2 (Plath) created and hosted by the amazing poet Shay aka Fireblossom.  Each week we have a theme, and this time it is Sylvia Plath.

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Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing. ~ Sylvia Plath 

 

 

In my heart even the moon is counterfeit 

It falls into the shadows 

Appears with no warning like a maniac 

Just to leave again, like daddy when he is drunk 

I don’t brag but that is how I learned 

 to dither in the gobbledygoo of idiots 

First I mailed the letters never written  

To the lilies in the forgotten valley 

For they were dehydrated like water from an empty pool 

A thirst I could understand 

Then I tossed paper planes to nowhere 

and sang words that only coiled in weariness  

like a lioness after a futile hunt 

When we learn to exist in the silence 

we can sometimes exit by that same piercing secret 

How do broken hearts and minds mend

I ask repeatedly to no one that is truly hearing 

the peacocks are busy cocking

But the blueberries and empty space listen

Sadly I am no longer hungry for what they provide.